Saturday, May 30, 2009

Attention girls

Do not contact my mobile phone for now.
Even if you do, no one will entertain your call and message.
My mobile phone was stolen this afternoon, in my own house.
I am all heart-broken and speechless, so I'll watch more videos.
Just like TaeYeon said, people are scarier than ghost.

edit: i just realized that i lost so many things. My money during Matriculation days(RM150-200), my Identity card(twice), my purse(i was pick-pocketed at KL Central), my bank cards and now my mobile phone.

i wonder about three things right at this moment.
Am I...
1) too careless?
2) or just have bad lucks?
3) or have the tendency to meet wrong people at the wrong time?

importantly, I wonder whats next.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Nothing in particular

Oh God, tomorrow I’ll be back in UIA and this is so depressing. I love the environment there but one thing that is lack off: my mother! aigoo~ my blood pressure.

As I’ve motioned on my previous post, I’m taking Arabic 4 and Research Method class. I have classes straight from Monday til Thursday and all free on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. So girls, if you want to kill your time (or help killing mine!) just stop by my room. Or let's just meet at somewhere and have fun eating and spazzing. Seriously, we have never been away more than 3 months apart and with our non-stop talking that we proud off being no use at home, we won’t be human anymore.

My lil sis and mi patar are not at home right now. She is in a competition at Kuantan representing her school. I can’t remember what competition but something to do with The Star Newspaper. Seriously, I don’t think she'll win. Hahaha...Unnie nappa~

Btw girls, have you listen to 2PM’s Hate You song? Please listen to it. I listened to it once and like fergh I fall in love. They are talented though some of the members do not have the V.O.S. but they rock their game. Each performance was like bomb especially Again and Again. I love their Intro performance and their music. I hope they will come to Malaysia! Fan meeting? Concert? I’ll rock both!

And here my girls~SNSD. I watch their performance on Chocolate and guess what? Their voice and stage attitude have improve. One of my favorite is Come on Over. They don’t have any konglish accent there and Maknae shocked me. watch it for yourself.
These girls have the body, the look, the voice and the boys. I love them especially my lovely Taeyeon and cute Maknae. Sooyoung will be an MC, Tiffany has her solo activities, YoonA busy with promoting her drama and everybody can’t stop loving them! Even ex-anti said that SNSD grow on them. Hehe~ my girls Jjang!!!



GEE won 9 times on MusicBank, a new record and that is The Power of 9.

a girl commits suicide...

That sight, it nearly popped my eyes out of its sockets. I automatically stopped breathing but just stared.

2 Days before the incident.

I woke up with my heart races with my breathing. I dream about a student commit suicide by hanging herself on the shower. It was at night, I woke up from my sleep to take a bath. While heading to the toilet, I see it with my own eye that a body was hanging directly in front of me. But I just couldn't stop walking. I even go inside the same shower! Suddenly, I said in my mind that this is not right, so I walk out of the shower and go to the last bathroom. There is very little light on that very place, so I change my mind again, and just walk out of the toilet, with my mind starts to realize what I am into. I went back to my dorm and I inform my roommates about it, we called the police and they say that they will come the next morning. And Karam Singh Walia is the Chief policeman. The end of the dream.

2 Days later.
At night, I love to open my window so tat fresh night air will cool my room temperature due to the heat from the lamp and the computer. I was watching my old videos compilation. I was all happy. I was laughing and giggling. My roommate then asks me something from her room, so, I paused the video. After finish answering her question, I wanted to resume watching the video back. But my itch full eyes wanted to enjoy the night scenery. The pitch black sky with little stars calmed me until I suddenly looked at the room of opposite block and...





A girl commits suicide!!!
that sight, it nearly popped my eyes out of its sockets. I automatically stopped breathing but just stared.
Oh my God! A girl commits suicide! I thought at first.
I quickly closed the window. I kept silent for a couple of second. My heart almost kills me. Then my roommate came to my room. I asked her if she wants to look at something, she replied "what?” i opened the window and told her where to look at and she calmly said,
"itu baju!".

A girl commits suicide! I thought at first. Damn

Fin.

(p/s): I took a couple of pictures and tried to zoom as much as my phone can. This is From 2MP WITH fEAR.

Again and again...mama tagged me vol. 2

Rules & Regulations
* Do not copy answers.
* Tag questions must be 100% same.
* Tag people before doing the tag
# I add a new rule,I don't follow the above rules.

People I Know

1. Fauzana
2. Nadiah
3. Nazurah
4. Triningsih
5. Amirah
6. Sira
7. Nana
8. Diyana
9. Hajar



-How do you know 1?
* we were in the same class during matriculation days. i still can't remember how we got close. we were both tagged by Fadz as Budak Sombong Generasi Pertama btw.

-What would you do if you never meet 2?

* I have one less friend then.

-What would you do if 3 & 4 dated?
* They both are not queer and not compatible even if one of them is a boy.

-Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
* 100% negative and we all know why.

-Do you think 7 is attractive?
* definitely. she is talented, bubbly and smart.

-Would you date 8?
* we are not queer.

-Tell me something about 9.
* she is a Benl student like us. we knew each other since matriculation days but become closer now since me and her both are in Caklempong Club. I even borrowed her Baju Kurung for PGG's Dinner.hehe~

-What’s 1’s favourite past time?
* memuji fizikal, perangai dan suara Jaejoong.

-What language does 2 speaks?
* malay, kadang2 Urdu.

-Who is 3 going out with?
* her 2 years younger boyfriend. menyampah! haha..guro jer mama.

-How old is 4?
* 20. a year younger than me.

-When was the last time you talked to 5?
* I can't remember. all i know is last semester.

-Who is 6’s favorite singer?
* Taufik Batisyah. ini soalan budak tadika.hahahah...

-Would you date 7?
* we are not queer. somehow, this has become my line in this post eh~

-Is 8 single?
* i dont think so, hehe~ even if she is, there are at least 2 people waiting for her.

-What’s 9’s last name?
* alamak! sorry hajar,idk. but she call herself Ruby and i know why.

Mama tagged me

List these rules on your blog.

* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
* Tell 7 unspectacular quirks of yours.
* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
* Link the person who tagged you.
* Leave a comment for each blogger.

7 facts bout me??
1. I am a Coffee and Teh Tarik maniac.
2. I am not into Hollywood, Bollywood and Malaywood.
3. I was a hot tempered person. Even my high school teachers knew about it.
4. I can't swim.
5. I was HOT during my secondary school, Cold during matriculation period and now, suam-suam.
6. I do not watch Star Wars, The Lord of The Ring, Twilight, Sex and The City, Gossip Girls etc. Rather, I watch all 3 CSIs, Without a Trace, NCIS, 555,553,551,303,701,702.
7. I have never been to an island, beaches and fun-fair. But I had gone to Gunung Jerai 3 times I guess I have been inside Gua Kelam and Gua Tengkorak (highly recommended!) and used to watch a circus alone and at night when I was 13.

7 unspectacular quirks of mine??

I. I forget information quicker than register information.
2. Suddenly, I wanted to become a Barista.
3. I always day-dreaming. Biasala, org kreatif.
4. I am very punctual and hope that people respect it. So, next time people, be on time if you are dealing with me.
5. I was tagged as Budak Sombong Generasi Pertama and Anak Orang Kaya Yang Sombong based on what others say of my first impression.
6. I am a good student
7. I am a good girl.

The person who had tagged me: Mama manja~

The fifth rules: Mama dah tagg depa dah.

Friday, May 1, 2009

I’m done with hibernating. So, prepare yourself for a long post

assalamualaikum...

Wow...it’s hard for me to believe that I'm blogging again. Why?
Because I just don’t have time and I nearly wanted to just get rid of my place in this blog kingdom!

Previous semester is the most hectic and crazy period I've ever had and I know all of you UIA soldiers agree with me. Plus, with all my self-realization and self-exploration, it sometimes and somehow hardens my day. Changes are never easy but I can say without no doubt, it is possible. I’m not saying that I've changed to a better person or friends student daughter whatsoever, but I can sensed now something in me and of course in my life that I have had neglected and worst, I didn’t even realize it! You know what? lets just move on to a new topic or something that is more clearer and more defined and that is ill be in our precious and beautiful garden of knowledge this Sunday! Yup, I’m all in short semester, pretty!

I’m having Arabic level 4 and research method this short semester and I just want to share with you that I got an A- for my Arabic level 3!!!Hahahaha...I know, I know...thank you! Hahaha...girls, seriously it is not that hard! And I’m not kidding you nor bragging. All you need to do is give (full) concentration in class and of course do whatever homework that Ustazah or Ustaz slam you with. And a lil bit of memorization. After that, this precious beautiful A shape will be on your result slip. If you have interest in it, that is even better! It is like you are in love with chocolate ganache cheese cake and you wanted to learn how to make it from an expert!

Now, it is not fair to only stresses on your strength and talk and on and on about it without a bit of your weaknesses. Because, that is life! Not everything is beautiful. Though, I get a good result for my Arabic, my pointer or CGPA is still the same. 3.2. That’s it. The same number since I was in matriculation! it is good that it does not get any lower but it is definitely 100& better if I can improve my pointer even a bit right? Rather than a flat, static CGPA. Still, I do not want to plant a new same seed of hope that I used to plant on my previous semester, rather, I want to give more time on it, more concentration so that it will start growing.

As far as I know, out of all xkuasenah citizens, only I am going to register for semester 3! wah wah wah~ lepas gian ke kak? Whatever it is, hope you enjoy your long holiday with something meaningful rather than making yourself fat and in worse case scenario, become a cult member of cyberspace. We’ve saw not once but two tragic life being taken away due to pass-visa-date on the other world, that is, cyber world. Look, listen and learn babe.

Now, welcome to my fifth paragraph. I’m in love with 2PM and so do others (mama,huda,hanis,fadz) and all I want to say is Junho is mine! Oh God, what I just typed is sooo childish I know but I just can’t help it. If not, someone will say, " eh Rina/Nyah, aku cop dia dulu eh, dia aku punya. aku minat dia dulu dari engkau." or sort of. So far, only me liking him and ironically, I wish other people like him as much as I do. That is what artist is for. To be like by all people. Whatever it is, I know that everybody is in love with 2PM and that is more than enough.

And something that I’ve been waiting to write about, and actually the biggest reason I start bloging back. I hope it is not true though it can be seen with naked eyes but...
WTH WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS!!! aarrghhh chincha, do you really need a plastic surgery to change something that is just damn fine???!!!! Minho ya, noona ga chongmal minho chowayo, kundae, wAEgurae NO, do a surgery on your perfect nose? If you voluntarily, or force by SM or you parents told you to do one, you should have done it on your left eye! Do you get me?? LEFT EYE! Make it even!!!! ya pabo yah~
I know, we can’t turn back time, but sometimes, anger need to be released. Though it has nothing to do with me or it does not change my feelings for him, seriously, he is too young and too beautiful to have a plastic surgery.
aigooo~ minho ya, naemameul appayo...ommo!aigooo~

(HANIS, AK TENGAH TULIS BLOG AK LA NEH)

Ok... I’m done I guess...my revelation from God was interrupted with ammunishd saying
: hoi makcik!
: update la blog ko tuh!
: bersarang dh aku tengok

keh pun reply
: tengah tulis
: panjang nih
: sabo la nek
: anyak benda nak cakap nih
: hahahaha

oh one more thing
so long, Grissom.

oh sedihnya hatiku...
Minho ngan Grissom ni sama jer! melukai hatiku~ aigooo~ my blood pressure.