a-hah

well, exam result will be out on 15th dec.

dats quite a long time ya noe.

n i just cant wait to see what ill get after spitted curse on de paper ( n lecturer)

my bad.

girls, how are you? im wondering is Bangi, Putrajaya and JB raining right now. i bet Putrajaya is not having rain right now but having rainism. XD Benta is getting colder and colder each day thanks to the rain. is it rainy season already? if yes, i surely need to kep up with the world, not youtube. :P btw, i have smtg to share with you, a story you can call but i call a realization.

my dad, abah i call, haru haru is getting older. logically of course, it did not really hurt as we too getting older in every second but physically. when i was form 4, the day i regestered in technic school is a day where everyone stared not at me but at my father. he looked clean with no moustache and beard, wear office attire and looked all dashing with his serious face. my friend a couple month later my friend asked me how old is my dad, i said 53. she was shocked cause my dad looks like 40+. all my roomates said that my father look younger than his age. now aged 57, my dad right now sleeping in the living room in his home when he was young. it is raining right now, the air must be too cold for my dad as hecovered is wholebody with blanket and he must be really tired as he sleep with his batik clothes that he wore to go to the mosque, which he used to wear to go to the office. but, that is not the matter, the main thing that i see and after live for 20 years and 7 days is that, abah tak pernah ada baju tidur. mak pun tak da. and i have 3.

this is what i do

5 weeks and 5 days is totally long for me to spend in my house. it is not that i dont want to stay with my parents or what, it is just that i have nothing, zero things to do here except being a good daughter which i scored 40%. 39% i got by not give them a hard time.

so, to kill all the B (bored not bitch) virus i have inside my body, i end up doing these:

Totally youtube-ing. i watched all the videos i kept on missing especially DBSK, SNSD and Shinee. but oh my, Shineesubs got deleted! im totally into Factory girl, Family Outing,WGM, 3D2N. just looove them.

I read comics. ive finished reading One Piece, cant wait the next chapter, the 245th chapter BTW. besides that i do read other comics too but as far as i have read, they cant beat One Piece.
if you guys know some great comics out there, please share it with me.

i watched movies. from youtube. Oh my, we dont have cinema or speedy here. net is the only way. though the quality is far from comparison, but those movies on youtube still can make me cry...like always. so far, ive watched Mundy Thursday, Miracle on the 1st street and Marrying a highschool girl. i dont think mama have these movies. Mundy Thursday has slow plot. so for those who is not into this type of movie, too bad for you guys cuz the ending make me cried badly!

Mundy Thursday
genre: sad ~ is about a single woman, youngest of her family, a rich family btw and work as a professor tried to commit suicide, 3 times actually but end up breathing still. she has this hatred towards her high maintainence mother and treat her badly. her aunt is a nun and she works in a prison. she brings her neice to meet a prisoner who wanted to see her because his already dead blind little brother love listened to her voice when they were little. she sang the national anthem when she was a student on TV. he and his brother are homeless btw. haru haru, they build a friendship between them as she always visit him every Thursday and she also tell her dark secret to this man who is waiting for his death sentenced for killing a housemaid and her secret is the reason why she hates her mother. the man also shares stories about his life and his crime. they also begins to have feelings to each other which they do not realize yet, and she tried to find ways to lessen his death punishment but it doesnt work. he died by this hanging kind of punishment before they can celebrate his birthday which they have promised and before he can get his present that he wants; a Nike shoes that his brother want before he died when they were kids.
if you dont have time to watch all of it, just watch the finale. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqeWlzc7e4w huhuhuhu...so sad and that man looks like T.O.P in certain angle huwaaaahhhh...

Miracle on the first street
Genre: Sad and comedy ~ a sad comedy story but with happy ending. all kinds of emotions you can feel in this movie. and the 2 little siblings are just soo adorable and you cant help but have pity on them. very talented child actors. most of the time, i think they lead the story. i gred them as MUST WATCH.

Marrying a high school girl
Genre : Comedy ~ hehehe...the hero is eun ji won from 3Days and 2 Nights. yup the rapper who has this muka seposen. i laughed by only watching the first 2 minutes of the movie. and WARNING: ada nampak punggung laki tu. so, tutup2 la mata. the heroin is the girl in The Bodyguard drama aired in KBS now. soooo cute! and the conclusion that i can make is that Eun Ji Won should stay in variety show. it is so-so in this movie. the only rock in this story is the the plot, the heroin and her deadly kick!

you know what, i feel very thankful for those that keep on uploading videos for strangers like me to watch. they spend so much time and energy to cut, upload and subs the videos. they ROCK!

oh yea, why dont you guys take a look this channel. looks interesting. a collection of short film about ghost from The Original Japenese Theatre. mt37222. i dont watch it yet, the comments make me think twice. id love to know your comment first before i start screaming.

a new problem?

i think i gain some weight.

my solution?

drink at least 1.5 litre of water and also fasting.

wait...no exercises?

NO. and THAT is the problem.

I listen and I feel it

Girls/Guys,

you might have listen to this but if you don't, please do so....

Epik High



Habit feat. Ha Dong Kyun listen to it from the start till the end and you'll know this song is different from other songs that is Korea. well, Epik High is different from other group. for me, they are like Beyond for Cantonese and Mandarin music, X-Japan for Japan, and here we have Epik High for Korea. they are the One. they are The Legend with evergreen songs, not included some of Beyond and X-Japan's songs btw. the bottom line is, Epik High= genius.

I dont know yet who is the man with such voice tat chills me but he has a new album, Wanted. well,he is surely wanted cause i'll definitely googling him after this. (ooohh...Im getting excited juz writing about him)

1 minute 1 second feat. Taru I cant stop listening to it! that is how crazy it made me. the MV is cool and the lyrics is sooo sweet, he described her x-girl small habits. what kind of guys can gives such detail if he is not totally into you? tis song, i cant let it go.

Umbrella feat. Younha this is quite an old song but my my, this girl can sing well.very well indeed. her voice is heaven and it really suit this song. she can sing the sadness to you.to me actually. i juz love the rap.the music.the singer.the DJ.the bear.and the guy that can make the worst thing look better than him.jk.the brain.

Brown Eyed Girls



Hold The Line feat. Cho PD their first song if i'm not mistaken.correct me if im wrong. these bunch of girls cant beat SNSD nad Wondergirls based on nice cloths, good coreography, and face(im sorry) but they can sing! and that is the most important thing.

How Come very addictive. i juz love to love it and happy that im in love with it! but their dance sucks.gomen.but, please3 listen to this song. this is the song that first made me searched about them on the net. totally loved. oh yeah, some of their songs featured MC Mong, KARA nad SG Wannabe. its more to ballad.

i think this is enough to share the drugs that i found expensive. im very generous. (proud proud)

me vs kids

my level of anger almost pass its danger zone.

what happened?

kids really a good 'thing' to test your patience.
someone that is not related by blood nor flesh.
just address.

but people, i will try not to explode because then there is no use of all my prayers.
i just need to think positive.
these bunch of kids im talking about are my neighbours that my mom ajar mengaji. they jump and run like crazy in this kg home made from woods which has stand almost 100 years. dont they have brain or what??? i cant even practice my dance and exercise as i might make a huge hole inside my house. its a good idea too as i can see chickens make love under my house..
huhu..jk..oh i didnt mentioned about smg else that get on my nerves, but ill let it pass this time.
~the end~

next story please...

its an old story but i still want to share it.
we went to the japanese summer festival and it is quite so-so 4 me.
mama huda tried yukata, mimi bought presents 4 her sister and mom and atip bought food. what else. LOL. and it was superb. i dont remeber its name but there has rice, fish and something yellow. and all of them excite my taste buds. heaven delicious. this makes me want to marry a japanese chef even more...muahaha...and me also played a game. i only ave to pay RM5 and get this three gelung( i dont remeber eng word 4 it) and throw it to things tat i want out of hundreds tgat is scattered on the floor.(PD: the number has been exxagerated to impress te audiences) and i got these...no,not the tickets. we paid 4 tat.



mama huda gave me pre-birthday presents.. arigato ne..



ahh...there you are....


dont me and mimi look sweet...muahaha...

and the other half...


very contrast. MUAHAHAHA

WTH with me!! please excuse Atip's english. like usual.

I'm back...for a while

first of all



its my 20th birthday
this year is special because this is the first time my mom bought a cake without me knowing and there was also a wish on top of the cake!! hehe...(proud daughter)

my family usually (always actually) celebrate my (9) siblings birthday with these snacks.



we never miss it!!! what a simple life, right? and im lovin it. ^^ (smile smile)

and o course not forgetting your effort to type me a message wishing me happy birthday and remembering my birt date...(really proud of you girls)
nisa,awnie,mimi,hanis, arigato gozaimas!!!...please keep on supporting me ya...i love you my fans!!! muahahaha

im in a good mood today.. i hope it last till night.

...

it has been a while
but it will never be forever