In a box...no more

i think i might stop with all of this blogging thing for a while.
until when...is impossible for me to say.
reasons why is because i starts to see things i don't see before.and i really wants to appreciate it.
maybe i saw it but then people forget.
blinded by unimportant things or people.
i guess i had it enough with all the ridiculous things or persons that i focus or gave attention to.
i will put an end to this.
whatever it is, I'll be back for sure.anew me, i hope for better.

important notice.

i am deeply sorry to inform that please do not sent any message and call me due to the fact that my hand phone is going to 'rest' after a non-stop working for 2 years and of course, after an uncountable times of fell due to his (my phone sex is male) mentally retarded owner. to make matter worse, i left my mobile phone charger at home. although i know i hardly received a message in a day, i still think it's my responsibility to tell this to all the people that hardly sent me any message nor call me. if you want to communicate or see me, there is several ways to do. which is :
1) please come to my room. you know where but if you are too lazy, you can
2) telepathy me or if you do not have this superpower, you can
3) say it in your heart. because i know in your heart, there is me.

with lots of love,
yukilili.

Nana loooove to Tag me....(n_n)

#Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- no. i will if someone 'meminang' me.

#What were you doing at 1 am?
- sleep.or force myself to sleep.tonight, revise hel.

#What was the reason you last cried?
- the thought of I might not live anymore to make my dreams come true.have my own family,career and enjoying happiness together with my parents.

#What are you seriously wearing?
- you mean,right now? yellow 'baju kelawar'. my aunt gave it to me.

#What are you doing tonight?
- read chapter 4 and 5 of HEL book.textbook actually.

#Do you clean when you’re upset?
- clean what? clean myself or clean my compartment? i do not clean anything. i just sit down and not moving, only staring into spaces.with my killer stare.minho learned it from me.

#Would you ever dye your hair blue?
- No. haram. btw, what for?

#How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- shoes? hmmm...ima wa, four. but one of it, does not fit my size.

#Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
- No. i keep it inside and think why do they act such behave.

#What's on your mind right now?
- i dont know. when i think that i think about hel, i actually think about all the viruses in my computer and then quickly i think about my roommate, Nad. so, i'm not sure.

#How have you felt today?
- energetic in the morning, happy in the evening and quite sad during tarawikh.

#Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- Yes.

#Did you cry today?
- No.

#Do you miss anyone?
- Yes.

#Who knows your biggest secret?
- me, myself and I.

#Who was the last person to hold your hand?
- I can't remember. salam masa terawih la kot.i'm not into skinship but sometimes i do like
someone holding my hand.enuff.

#How many windows are open on your computer?
- one.

#What do you hear right now?
- bunyi kipas ku yang bising. and keyboard ku berbuny time aku tengah mengetik.

#How many hours did you sleep last night?
- idk.

#Are you waiting for something?
- waiting for Minho to open his mouth.

#Does anyone hate you?
- maybe. idk. btw. i don't care.

#Who was your last call from?
- i can't remember. i call people but only silence call me.

#Have you ever ran away?
- no. I am a good daughter somehow.

#Can you run a mile?
- of course! i'm very confident. wanna bet with an ex-hockey player?hee~

#Who's voice did you hear last?
- Nad's voice.

#Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- sentuh pipi dengan pipi nad.masa terawih.

#Did you speak to your mother today?
- No. tepon rosak.and charger tertinggal kat umah.

#What is the last movie you watched?
- in cinema? i can't remember but cite lawak bodo.
dvd mama, Nae Sarang. must watch. i cried.terribly.

#Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- anything,no. i talk about certain topic to people depend on their maturity and way of thinking.

#Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- Yes.

#Do you like someone?
- Yes. cometa. yunho.obviously.minho.and i can feel that i started to pay attention to Onew.

#Has anyone disappointed you recently?
- recently,no.maybe yes.idk.i tend to forget things immediately.

#How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 2.00 a.m ++.because i can't sleep? i drank my self-compartment-made=hot Neslo.

HUDA!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA.

~HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20~

I' m sorry I didn't wish you earlier. blame my phone.
so, please recieve my and be happy ya!

My invisible wings you’ll see once you gone.

Under my wings,

Under my broken wings,

I’ll shower you with love and protection.

It is all under my invisible wings.

Stand beside me,

Hang on to me,

And find me if you want to.

And go away if you want to.

But please go away secretly,

As how you came to me,

With a sad face crawling in pain of loneliness, silently.