B word

I am BORED because I am BORING.

NAE MINHO!!!!!

(crdts to : imop)

WTH?????? this 'horse game' is not a game people!
LOL....i couldnt believe my eyes when i first saw this pic...
and look at Minho's expression. he looked very uncomfortable and awkward,
but his expression is priceless. hehheee...this is what i called smexy.
Key and Taemin reaaaaaaaly enjoyed their ride on Onew hyung and Jonghyun hyung.
most importantly, I'm soooo in love with them. and i have this habit of only watching Minho. Nae Minho to be precised. Muahahaha....

Ahlan wa Sahlan Ramadhan!

wahaha...i can't wait to fast. this is because i want to wake up early and Sahur. And of course to look at others closing their eyes but their mouth still munching the food!!! and talking while looking like a mad woman. wait! Hanis and Fae are woman. Me and Mimi are still girl while Huda, she is not a girl not yet a woman. MUAHAHAH.... hihi..today we are going to celebrate Hanis birthday though her actual birth day is 29th August. why? because she wants to go back home early and she has no class this Friday! Aigooo...jealousy starts to mountain up my heart and sadness too.

Agree or disagree?

Silence kills a woman.
But it heals a man.
Because,
Woman kills silence
And man always live with them.

kiss of smile

Do you know what ‘a kiss of smile’ is?

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Are you thinking?

Or you just want to read it here?

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If that so, should I share it with you?

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HIGH

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day 'we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day 'we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...

nae mission 2

If you read all my entries, (you are a potential stalker!) 2 of them are list of things that I wanted to achieve. Unfortunately only some of them I managed to hug while the rest I have or might kissed goodbye.

To refresh your as well as my memories, the lists are;

1. to lose weight
2. fasting every Mon and Thursday
3. eat healthily
4. get 3.5 CGPA
5. Watch horror movie with all x.k.u.s...e.k.n.a.h people
6. change vices to virtues
7. appreciate every little things
8. be positive
9. save money
10. make new friends
11. be independent
12. give as well as receive love
13. And last but not least smile.

some might say this mission is not as challenging or important compared to winning Nobel Prize for example but, in this real world it is equally challenging and important as we need to shape our character first before we shape others. So, to save my energy from mengetik banyak, the one that I type in purple - I managed to achieve, blue - not yet started, brown - sometimes you see it, sometimes you don't and red - bahbai.
so, yes I have loose some weight, I once fast but never after that, I do eat healthily (I think), I don’t think I can get 3.5, x.k.u.a.s.e.k.n.a.h people are too busy sleeping and studying (?) and lead our own life to spare some time to watch horror movie together, I wont say anything about all the brownies (sometimes, English is very funny), I have quite a new friends through classes and PGG (personal growth group), I am independent, love? following Malaysian singer Siti Nurhaliza, I’d say: no comment. Last but not least is smile. Unfortunately, I smiled too much people looked at me weirdly and in one incident i got a phone number from a complete stranger. This is what I called ~the power of smile is in your hand~. heard somewhere huh?

oh btw, what do you think of this picture? she looks magnificently lovely and gave mysterious aura at the same time. and her baju is kinda cute. so, let me present to you, Horikita Maki.

let us together sleep and never wake.

let us together
smile and laugh
run and jump
eat and play
love the happiness
and together walk back home
to be segregated by a place
home.
let us together
here
looking up to the moon
laying next to each other
breathing silence
seeing air
sleep and never wake
sleep and never wake

Nana tag aku weh...

[1] Nama timangan -
Atip,wawa,X-Japan,Winter Sonata.

[2] Anda seorang yang -
pelupa, multiple personality. (that tells all)

[3] Insan teristimewa. Apa yg membuat dia terlalu istimewa?
parents.coz disebabkan diaorg kahwin kita ada.

[4] Makanan -
Seafood, yong tau foo, steamboat, choc and cheese cake, ice-cream, yogurt,
spicy food and all kinds of makanan berkuah.

[5] Favourite colour (s) -
purple,brown,peach,white,black. an enemy of striking colours.

[6] Favourite song (s) -
this is a very tough question. i breath them. atm, i listen to 'haru haru' by

Big Bang.

[7] Benda yg membuat anda stress.
PEOPLE.

[8] 3 benda dalam wallet -
IC, muamalat card and money.

[9] Kali terakhir menangis beriya-iya.
can't remember. even if i remember, i wont tell you.

[10] Tag rakan anda.
hmmm...korang,kalau nak wat, wat sendiri.

bulla

...i'm bored...
...mentally retarded...

but i managed to lose some weight.

too deep

I’m going crazy…this world is full with colours that are so mesmerizing yet they are people making this colourful colour turning all black. They stained their painting which is fine with me but do you need to splash black dirt to others painting too? Can’t you see that our painting is hanged next to each other? Everything is so black and empty but man keeps on saying its nothing. It’s because their heart has turning black and they are blind to things that they are suppose to see. Guess this is what happens when people only see what their eyes want to see. Their mind knows that everything is so wrong, negative and dark but their emotion is what they put on first place. First thing first they said. Selfish I’d say. You can only say it’s not selfish if one thing benefits you but did not cause harm to others. Aren’t you now hurting people around you and yourself? Isn’t it selfish when you see your weaknesses as your reasons for you to not be punished by your own wrong doing? You do not have any right to mentioned or said what kind of people you hate if you are just what you read earlier. If you don’t understand what you read is not your fault as I had mentioned earlier, people only see what they want to see. You told me very long yet wise philosophies of yours according to logic and Islamic point of view yet you are behaving just the opposite of what you see and understand. You took things for granted, you hurt people’s feeling, you are being selfish, you are being irresponsible, but why do people still stand besides you? Because they know that this is all a mistake. And you agree with them as you said to err is human. But, this saying is not for you if you keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over again. At first I want to call this situation as ‘blind stupidity’ but this is wrong as it is not blind who is stupid or vice versa but it’s the person. So I said it with natural and simple way which is blind and stupid. Straight-forward is not my style as I believe that human taking lessons by experiencing itself and by thinking.

what will you feel...

what will you feel

when you want to cry but no tears flowing out

when you want to hear sounds but hear silence

when you want to talk but no words coming out

when you want to run but you cant move a step

when you want to live but they knew not your existence

and when you want to go far away please no they say they need you

now what will you feel

If we together sleep and never wake

If we together sleep and never wake.

Rainbow’s Love

I want to see a rainbow.

And I want to see it with someone, a stranger.

And he does not say anything to the rainbow, to me and to himself,

And I too do not say anything to the rainbow, to him and to myself.

While standing next to each other, we will just looking at the beautiful colour.

Together appreciate the existence of the rainbow, which gives me and the stranger a new day.

Together, the stranger and I see a new journey. A journey called We.

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Regret can kill a person but he dies not, only despair.