too deep

I’m going crazy…this world is full with colours that are so mesmerizing yet they are people making this colourful colour turning all black. They stained their painting which is fine with me but do you need to splash black dirt to others painting too? Can’t you see that our painting is hanged next to each other? Everything is so black and empty but man keeps on saying its nothing. It’s because their heart has turning black and they are blind to things that they are suppose to see. Guess this is what happens when people only see what their eyes want to see. Their mind knows that everything is so wrong, negative and dark but their emotion is what they put on first place. First thing first they said. Selfish I’d say. You can only say it’s not selfish if one thing benefits you but did not cause harm to others. Aren’t you now hurting people around you and yourself? Isn’t it selfish when you see your weaknesses as your reasons for you to not be punished by your own wrong doing? You do not have any right to mentioned or said what kind of people you hate if you are just what you read earlier. If you don’t understand what you read is not your fault as I had mentioned earlier, people only see what they want to see. You told me very long yet wise philosophies of yours according to logic and Islamic point of view yet you are behaving just the opposite of what you see and understand. You took things for granted, you hurt people’s feeling, you are being selfish, you are being irresponsible, but why do people still stand besides you? Because they know that this is all a mistake. And you agree with them as you said to err is human. But, this saying is not for you if you keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over again. At first I want to call this situation as ‘blind stupidity’ but this is wrong as it is not blind who is stupid or vice versa but it’s the person. So I said it with natural and simple way which is blind and stupid. Straight-forward is not my style as I believe that human taking lessons by experiencing itself and by thinking.