the last post before i go to my war zone

2 more days and i and all xkuaseknah people of course need to register mahallah. beautiful uia, wait 4 me eh.... 6 weeks of holiday give great impact to my mind, body and soul. so, i think i'll have 3rd sem every year. 3 months of holidays, i'll be zombie.

idk how to link my previous topic to what im gonna write after this. em em, nope! not that idk, that would be ridiculous, i just dont care.

i have so many vids to watch, but i dont have time. and i wont waste my time solely to watch vids. i need to eat dude! man, im hell serious. but of course, i still watch 1-2 dozens of videos per day.

i forget to register/add subject. so i have to do it manually.

i forget to wish mimi happy birthday. i thought her beday was 23rd not 15th. im so sorry!

i forget to buy new shoes. well, i'll just wait for ptptn. i dont have enough money to splurge on new shoes btw.

i forget to wish my nephew happy birthday. well, he is only 2 and he dont even understand yet my language which i have already mastered his.

i have 2 new pimples. everyone can see from 100 metres away. well, who cares, only me.

i have to accompany my sis register her class at UM and we only know how to get there, not sure how to go back home. thanks to new u-turn road. but of course, if we lost, at least i know we are still in malaysia.

i have so many things to write, but i need to register new subjects. my credit hours right now is only 10!

jsged ygqubfuy ugqf qeb cjebfhrfeu fgaqlf duqfu hdfbf jbfgghi vhkgnkgu hegegeg!!!

p/s: yunho, i love you. but please stop showing your abs. its too hot that our world will face new virus: H.S.Y stands for Hot Sexy Yunhorous. symptoms: nose bleeding, cant close their mouths as the muscles around the lips have cramp which leads to excessive droolings and patient eyes will not blink for several minutes, and some cases, hours. some patients went to coma condition. only to wake up to watch the complete bolero MV.


heweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The cute bartender 2

so, midori-san and xkuaseknah people, here is the earlier part of the vids of the previous cute guy, unfortunately, no subs. im sorry babes. if i know hangul like the palm of my hands, i'll definitely subs all the vids that you like. definitely!

sometimes action only is quite enough for us to understand the whole situation. especially with this cute, innocent guy. so, here is the first part but he only appears at 6:09 and here is the second part. he showed a performance that ends up burning his hand a lil i guess, and the host cleaned ashes from his face. well, hot guy means hot. burn baby burn...oh yeah, at 7:45, the host asked sophia something like, what about you or what do you think (idk :P), and she replied, i'd marry him! no wonder he laughed so hard eh... the girls just basically went all-ga-ga-ing. hahahahha and the third part is the same part that we have already watch.

first part is not important i guess, but if you wanna watch him nearly fall twice but him, as a hot man still managed to maintain his hotness, then watch it.

p/s: not to forget, gold credits goes to sylverstarlite!

The Bartender and his Dear.

girls, watch this.

i just happened to watched " chit chat of beautiful ladies" which has been subbed on KBS.

This guy, Jong Dong Ock i guess is a friend of one of the panel there. when he walks down to the centre of the stage, nearly fell twice btw, all the girls and guest when all-ga-ga. who not? he is tall, handsome and oozes charisma. he was supposed to make a cocktail as he is a bartender, but out of nervousness, his 9 years of making coctail experiences dissapeared temporarily. he looks so innocent when his hands are all shaking. but he managed to do it. after that, he performed the "fire came out from mouth thing" which is suuuuuperb cool but he end up burning the table. LOL. and he quickly stamping the fire. that segment is supposed to introduce the panel's boyfriend. everyone is soooo curios for whom does this man belongs to. and the girl is Tatiana,if im not wrong. but, their relationship is only good friends. so, why does he appear in that segment. it is because he wants to confess his love to one of the panels there. simply said, watch the vid ourself.
im hoping someone can upload the whole segment cause he is just damn funny, and HOT.


my mum said she has beautiful eyes and koreans there said that she looks like Park Jung Ah from Jewelry. yep, our baby, one more time song. im proud that there is a Malaysian representatives there.well, malays are all around the globe you know.


p/s: my mum starts to love watching KBS. hahahah...especially Love in Asia. and my sis just love DBSK! Im a good preacher arent me?

MINHO

HAPPY 17 MINHO!!!

im happy2. kya... y so hot minho?...KYAAAAA...
ahaha..im totally in fangirl mode right now. and im spechless. just too happy for minho.
he must be really happy right now.ahahaa
here some pic of him.get it from shineee forum.

hahaha...i have reaaaaaaly good taste!
cutie since kid~bulka minho~

lets see the result...

no. not our exam result but the result of my skin.
i use a new product for my face that attract lots of bacterias and dirt causes pimples which resulted to lots of acne scar. thanks to stress and menstrual period. my sister recommended me to try Tia Amelia and i did. but i dont buy the whole product as i have a very tight budget. so, i just bought the soap, krim kunyit( i dont remember what kunyit stands for rite now) and whitening creme. my sister said that i can see the difference in 2 weeks. urm....no, she is not a sales girl. to make it short, im doing an experiment to see whether Tia Amelia works or not. its like Mythbuster you know. whether a malaysian face product really works as promise, to what they always said: " lihatlah kesannya hanya dalam 2 minggu!". busted or not, you the xkuaseknah people will judge it.

honestly, i reaaaaaaaly hope it works. i wants to collect schilling not scars.

a-hah 2

so...the result is already out, today not 15th.

the result is just the same, like previous semester, and before that, and before before that!

3.2 hmmmm...is this somehow my lucky number or my bad luck number?

i guess ive got the "Wrong Number"! muahahahaha.. XD

i dont think i can apply for scholarship ya noe.

i seriously dont feel anything, not sad, not happy but a bit surprise...

i get A- for HEL!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

you r too kind Mdm Normala O. tq

so girls, hows yours?

a-hah

well, exam result will be out on 15th dec.

dats quite a long time ya noe.

n i just cant wait to see what ill get after spitted curse on de paper ( n lecturer)

my bad.

girls, how are you? im wondering is Bangi, Putrajaya and JB raining right now. i bet Putrajaya is not having rain right now but having rainism. XD Benta is getting colder and colder each day thanks to the rain. is it rainy season already? if yes, i surely need to kep up with the world, not youtube. :P btw, i have smtg to share with you, a story you can call but i call a realization.

my dad, abah i call, haru haru is getting older. logically of course, it did not really hurt as we too getting older in every second but physically. when i was form 4, the day i regestered in technic school is a day where everyone stared not at me but at my father. he looked clean with no moustache and beard, wear office attire and looked all dashing with his serious face. my friend a couple month later my friend asked me how old is my dad, i said 53. she was shocked cause my dad looks like 40+. all my roomates said that my father look younger than his age. now aged 57, my dad right now sleeping in the living room in his home when he was young. it is raining right now, the air must be too cold for my dad as hecovered is wholebody with blanket and he must be really tired as he sleep with his batik clothes that he wore to go to the mosque, which he used to wear to go to the office. but, that is not the matter, the main thing that i see and after live for 20 years and 7 days is that, abah tak pernah ada baju tidur. mak pun tak da. and i have 3.

this is what i do

5 weeks and 5 days is totally long for me to spend in my house. it is not that i dont want to stay with my parents or what, it is just that i have nothing, zero things to do here except being a good daughter which i scored 40%. 39% i got by not give them a hard time.

so, to kill all the B (bored not bitch) virus i have inside my body, i end up doing these:

Totally youtube-ing. i watched all the videos i kept on missing especially DBSK, SNSD and Shinee. but oh my, Shineesubs got deleted! im totally into Factory girl, Family Outing,WGM, 3D2N. just looove them.

I read comics. ive finished reading One Piece, cant wait the next chapter, the 245th chapter BTW. besides that i do read other comics too but as far as i have read, they cant beat One Piece.
if you guys know some great comics out there, please share it with me.

i watched movies. from youtube. Oh my, we dont have cinema or speedy here. net is the only way. though the quality is far from comparison, but those movies on youtube still can make me cry...like always. so far, ive watched Mundy Thursday, Miracle on the 1st street and Marrying a highschool girl. i dont think mama have these movies. Mundy Thursday has slow plot. so for those who is not into this type of movie, too bad for you guys cuz the ending make me cried badly!

Mundy Thursday
genre: sad ~ is about a single woman, youngest of her family, a rich family btw and work as a professor tried to commit suicide, 3 times actually but end up breathing still. she has this hatred towards her high maintainence mother and treat her badly. her aunt is a nun and she works in a prison. she brings her neice to meet a prisoner who wanted to see her because his already dead blind little brother love listened to her voice when they were little. she sang the national anthem when she was a student on TV. he and his brother are homeless btw. haru haru, they build a friendship between them as she always visit him every Thursday and she also tell her dark secret to this man who is waiting for his death sentenced for killing a housemaid and her secret is the reason why she hates her mother. the man also shares stories about his life and his crime. they also begins to have feelings to each other which they do not realize yet, and she tried to find ways to lessen his death punishment but it doesnt work. he died by this hanging kind of punishment before they can celebrate his birthday which they have promised and before he can get his present that he wants; a Nike shoes that his brother want before he died when they were kids.
if you dont have time to watch all of it, just watch the finale. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqeWlzc7e4w huhuhuhu...so sad and that man looks like T.O.P in certain angle huwaaaahhhh...

Miracle on the first street
Genre: Sad and comedy ~ a sad comedy story but with happy ending. all kinds of emotions you can feel in this movie. and the 2 little siblings are just soo adorable and you cant help but have pity on them. very talented child actors. most of the time, i think they lead the story. i gred them as MUST WATCH.

Marrying a high school girl
Genre : Comedy ~ hehehe...the hero is eun ji won from 3Days and 2 Nights. yup the rapper who has this muka seposen. i laughed by only watching the first 2 minutes of the movie. and WARNING: ada nampak punggung laki tu. so, tutup2 la mata. the heroin is the girl in The Bodyguard drama aired in KBS now. soooo cute! and the conclusion that i can make is that Eun Ji Won should stay in variety show. it is so-so in this movie. the only rock in this story is the the plot, the heroin and her deadly kick!

you know what, i feel very thankful for those that keep on uploading videos for strangers like me to watch. they spend so much time and energy to cut, upload and subs the videos. they ROCK!

oh yea, why dont you guys take a look this channel. looks interesting. a collection of short film about ghost from The Original Japenese Theatre. mt37222. i dont watch it yet, the comments make me think twice. id love to know your comment first before i start screaming.

a new problem?

i think i gain some weight.

my solution?

drink at least 1.5 litre of water and also fasting.

wait...no exercises?

NO. and THAT is the problem.

I listen and I feel it

Girls/Guys,

you might have listen to this but if you don't, please do so....

Epik High



Habit feat. Ha Dong Kyun listen to it from the start till the end and you'll know this song is different from other songs that is Korea. well, Epik High is different from other group. for me, they are like Beyond for Cantonese and Mandarin music, X-Japan for Japan, and here we have Epik High for Korea. they are the One. they are The Legend with evergreen songs, not included some of Beyond and X-Japan's songs btw. the bottom line is, Epik High= genius.

I dont know yet who is the man with such voice tat chills me but he has a new album, Wanted. well,he is surely wanted cause i'll definitely googling him after this. (ooohh...Im getting excited juz writing about him)

1 minute 1 second feat. Taru I cant stop listening to it! that is how crazy it made me. the MV is cool and the lyrics is sooo sweet, he described her x-girl small habits. what kind of guys can gives such detail if he is not totally into you? tis song, i cant let it go.

Umbrella feat. Younha this is quite an old song but my my, this girl can sing well.very well indeed. her voice is heaven and it really suit this song. she can sing the sadness to you.to me actually. i juz love the rap.the music.the singer.the DJ.the bear.and the guy that can make the worst thing look better than him.jk.the brain.

Brown Eyed Girls



Hold The Line feat. Cho PD their first song if i'm not mistaken.correct me if im wrong. these bunch of girls cant beat SNSD nad Wondergirls based on nice cloths, good coreography, and face(im sorry) but they can sing! and that is the most important thing.

How Come very addictive. i juz love to love it and happy that im in love with it! but their dance sucks.gomen.but, please3 listen to this song. this is the song that first made me searched about them on the net. totally loved. oh yeah, some of their songs featured MC Mong, KARA nad SG Wannabe. its more to ballad.

i think this is enough to share the drugs that i found expensive. im very generous. (proud proud)

me vs kids

my level of anger almost pass its danger zone.

what happened?

kids really a good 'thing' to test your patience.
someone that is not related by blood nor flesh.
just address.

but people, i will try not to explode because then there is no use of all my prayers.
i just need to think positive.
these bunch of kids im talking about are my neighbours that my mom ajar mengaji. they jump and run like crazy in this kg home made from woods which has stand almost 100 years. dont they have brain or what??? i cant even practice my dance and exercise as i might make a huge hole inside my house. its a good idea too as i can see chickens make love under my house..
huhu..jk..oh i didnt mentioned about smg else that get on my nerves, but ill let it pass this time.
~the end~

next story please...

its an old story but i still want to share it.
we went to the japanese summer festival and it is quite so-so 4 me.
mama huda tried yukata, mimi bought presents 4 her sister and mom and atip bought food. what else. LOL. and it was superb. i dont remeber its name but there has rice, fish and something yellow. and all of them excite my taste buds. heaven delicious. this makes me want to marry a japanese chef even more...muahaha...and me also played a game. i only ave to pay RM5 and get this three gelung( i dont remeber eng word 4 it) and throw it to things tat i want out of hundreds tgat is scattered on the floor.(PD: the number has been exxagerated to impress te audiences) and i got these...no,not the tickets. we paid 4 tat.



mama huda gave me pre-birthday presents.. arigato ne..



ahh...there you are....


dont me and mimi look sweet...muahaha...

and the other half...


very contrast. MUAHAHAHA

WTH with me!! please excuse Atip's english. like usual.

I'm back...for a while

first of all



its my 20th birthday
this year is special because this is the first time my mom bought a cake without me knowing and there was also a wish on top of the cake!! hehe...(proud daughter)

my family usually (always actually) celebrate my (9) siblings birthday with these snacks.



we never miss it!!! what a simple life, right? and im lovin it. ^^ (smile smile)

and o course not forgetting your effort to type me a message wishing me happy birthday and remembering my birt date...(really proud of you girls)
nisa,awnie,mimi,hanis, arigato gozaimas!!!...please keep on supporting me ya...i love you my fans!!! muahahaha

im in a good mood today.. i hope it last till night.

...

it has been a while
but it will never be forever

In a box...no more

i think i might stop with all of this blogging thing for a while.
until when...is impossible for me to say.
reasons why is because i starts to see things i don't see before.and i really wants to appreciate it.
maybe i saw it but then people forget.
blinded by unimportant things or people.
i guess i had it enough with all the ridiculous things or persons that i focus or gave attention to.
i will put an end to this.
whatever it is, I'll be back for sure.anew me, i hope for better.

important notice.

i am deeply sorry to inform that please do not sent any message and call me due to the fact that my hand phone is going to 'rest' after a non-stop working for 2 years and of course, after an uncountable times of fell due to his (my phone sex is male) mentally retarded owner. to make matter worse, i left my mobile phone charger at home. although i know i hardly received a message in a day, i still think it's my responsibility to tell this to all the people that hardly sent me any message nor call me. if you want to communicate or see me, there is several ways to do. which is :
1) please come to my room. you know where but if you are too lazy, you can
2) telepathy me or if you do not have this superpower, you can
3) say it in your heart. because i know in your heart, there is me.

with lots of love,
yukilili.

Nana loooove to Tag me....(n_n)

#Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- no. i will if someone 'meminang' me.

#What were you doing at 1 am?
- sleep.or force myself to sleep.tonight, revise hel.

#What was the reason you last cried?
- the thought of I might not live anymore to make my dreams come true.have my own family,career and enjoying happiness together with my parents.

#What are you seriously wearing?
- you mean,right now? yellow 'baju kelawar'. my aunt gave it to me.

#What are you doing tonight?
- read chapter 4 and 5 of HEL book.textbook actually.

#Do you clean when you’re upset?
- clean what? clean myself or clean my compartment? i do not clean anything. i just sit down and not moving, only staring into spaces.with my killer stare.minho learned it from me.

#Would you ever dye your hair blue?
- No. haram. btw, what for?

#How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- shoes? hmmm...ima wa, four. but one of it, does not fit my size.

#Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
- No. i keep it inside and think why do they act such behave.

#What's on your mind right now?
- i dont know. when i think that i think about hel, i actually think about all the viruses in my computer and then quickly i think about my roommate, Nad. so, i'm not sure.

#How have you felt today?
- energetic in the morning, happy in the evening and quite sad during tarawikh.

#Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- Yes.

#Did you cry today?
- No.

#Do you miss anyone?
- Yes.

#Who knows your biggest secret?
- me, myself and I.

#Who was the last person to hold your hand?
- I can't remember. salam masa terawih la kot.i'm not into skinship but sometimes i do like
someone holding my hand.enuff.

#How many windows are open on your computer?
- one.

#What do you hear right now?
- bunyi kipas ku yang bising. and keyboard ku berbuny time aku tengah mengetik.

#How many hours did you sleep last night?
- idk.

#Are you waiting for something?
- waiting for Minho to open his mouth.

#Does anyone hate you?
- maybe. idk. btw. i don't care.

#Who was your last call from?
- i can't remember. i call people but only silence call me.

#Have you ever ran away?
- no. I am a good daughter somehow.

#Can you run a mile?
- of course! i'm very confident. wanna bet with an ex-hockey player?hee~

#Who's voice did you hear last?
- Nad's voice.

#Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- sentuh pipi dengan pipi nad.masa terawih.

#Did you speak to your mother today?
- No. tepon rosak.and charger tertinggal kat umah.

#What is the last movie you watched?
- in cinema? i can't remember but cite lawak bodo.
dvd mama, Nae Sarang. must watch. i cried.terribly.

#Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- anything,no. i talk about certain topic to people depend on their maturity and way of thinking.

#Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
- Yes.

#Do you like someone?
- Yes. cometa. yunho.obviously.minho.and i can feel that i started to pay attention to Onew.

#Has anyone disappointed you recently?
- recently,no.maybe yes.idk.i tend to forget things immediately.

#How late did you stay up last night and why?
- 2.00 a.m ++.because i can't sleep? i drank my self-compartment-made=hot Neslo.

HUDA!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA.

~HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20HUDA20~

I' m sorry I didn't wish you earlier. blame my phone.
so, please recieve my and be happy ya!

My invisible wings you’ll see once you gone.

Under my wings,

Under my broken wings,

I’ll shower you with love and protection.

It is all under my invisible wings.

Stand beside me,

Hang on to me,

And find me if you want to.

And go away if you want to.

But please go away secretly,

As how you came to me,

With a sad face crawling in pain of loneliness, silently.

B word

I am BORED because I am BORING.

NAE MINHO!!!!!

(crdts to : imop)

WTH?????? this 'horse game' is not a game people!
LOL....i couldnt believe my eyes when i first saw this pic...
and look at Minho's expression. he looked very uncomfortable and awkward,
but his expression is priceless. hehheee...this is what i called smexy.
Key and Taemin reaaaaaaaly enjoyed their ride on Onew hyung and Jonghyun hyung.
most importantly, I'm soooo in love with them. and i have this habit of only watching Minho. Nae Minho to be precised. Muahahaha....

Ahlan wa Sahlan Ramadhan!

wahaha...i can't wait to fast. this is because i want to wake up early and Sahur. And of course to look at others closing their eyes but their mouth still munching the food!!! and talking while looking like a mad woman. wait! Hanis and Fae are woman. Me and Mimi are still girl while Huda, she is not a girl not yet a woman. MUAHAHAH.... hihi..today we are going to celebrate Hanis birthday though her actual birth day is 29th August. why? because she wants to go back home early and she has no class this Friday! Aigooo...jealousy starts to mountain up my heart and sadness too.

Agree or disagree?

Silence kills a woman.
But it heals a man.
Because,
Woman kills silence
And man always live with them.

kiss of smile

Do you know what ‘a kiss of smile’ is?

…

Are you thinking?

Or you just want to read it here?

…

If that so, should I share it with you?

…

HIGH

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day 'we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day 'we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...

nae mission 2

If you read all my entries, (you are a potential stalker!) 2 of them are list of things that I wanted to achieve. Unfortunately only some of them I managed to hug while the rest I have or might kissed goodbye.

To refresh your as well as my memories, the lists are;

1. to lose weight
2. fasting every Mon and Thursday
3. eat healthily
4. get 3.5 CGPA
5. Watch horror movie with all x.k.u.s...e.k.n.a.h people
6. change vices to virtues
7. appreciate every little things
8. be positive
9. save money
10. make new friends
11. be independent
12. give as well as receive love
13. And last but not least smile.

some might say this mission is not as challenging or important compared to winning Nobel Prize for example but, in this real world it is equally challenging and important as we need to shape our character first before we shape others. So, to save my energy from mengetik banyak, the one that I type in purple - I managed to achieve, blue - not yet started, brown - sometimes you see it, sometimes you don't and red - bahbai.
so, yes I have loose some weight, I once fast but never after that, I do eat healthily (I think), I don’t think I can get 3.5, x.k.u.a.s.e.k.n.a.h people are too busy sleeping and studying (?) and lead our own life to spare some time to watch horror movie together, I wont say anything about all the brownies (sometimes, English is very funny), I have quite a new friends through classes and PGG (personal growth group), I am independent, love? following Malaysian singer Siti Nurhaliza, I’d say: no comment. Last but not least is smile. Unfortunately, I smiled too much people looked at me weirdly and in one incident i got a phone number from a complete stranger. This is what I called ~the power of smile is in your hand~. heard somewhere huh?

oh btw, what do you think of this picture? she looks magnificently lovely and gave mysterious aura at the same time. and her baju is kinda cute. so, let me present to you, Horikita Maki.

let us together sleep and never wake.

let us together
smile and laugh
run and jump
eat and play
love the happiness
and together walk back home
to be segregated by a place
home.
let us together
here
looking up to the moon
laying next to each other
breathing silence
seeing air
sleep and never wake
sleep and never wake

Nana tag aku weh...

[1] Nama timangan -
Atip,wawa,X-Japan,Winter Sonata.

[2] Anda seorang yang -
pelupa, multiple personality. (that tells all)

[3] Insan teristimewa. Apa yg membuat dia terlalu istimewa?
parents.coz disebabkan diaorg kahwin kita ada.

[4] Makanan -
Seafood, yong tau foo, steamboat, choc and cheese cake, ice-cream, yogurt,
spicy food and all kinds of makanan berkuah.

[5] Favourite colour (s) -
purple,brown,peach,white,black. an enemy of striking colours.

[6] Favourite song (s) -
this is a very tough question. i breath them. atm, i listen to 'haru haru' by

Big Bang.

[7] Benda yg membuat anda stress.
PEOPLE.

[8] 3 benda dalam wallet -
IC, muamalat card and money.

[9] Kali terakhir menangis beriya-iya.
can't remember. even if i remember, i wont tell you.

[10] Tag rakan anda.
hmmm...korang,kalau nak wat, wat sendiri.

bulla

...i'm bored...
...mentally retarded...

but i managed to lose some weight.

too deep

I’m going crazy…this world is full with colours that are so mesmerizing yet they are people making this colourful colour turning all black. They stained their painting which is fine with me but do you need to splash black dirt to others painting too? Can’t you see that our painting is hanged next to each other? Everything is so black and empty but man keeps on saying its nothing. It’s because their heart has turning black and they are blind to things that they are suppose to see. Guess this is what happens when people only see what their eyes want to see. Their mind knows that everything is so wrong, negative and dark but their emotion is what they put on first place. First thing first they said. Selfish I’d say. You can only say it’s not selfish if one thing benefits you but did not cause harm to others. Aren’t you now hurting people around you and yourself? Isn’t it selfish when you see your weaknesses as your reasons for you to not be punished by your own wrong doing? You do not have any right to mentioned or said what kind of people you hate if you are just what you read earlier. If you don’t understand what you read is not your fault as I had mentioned earlier, people only see what they want to see. You told me very long yet wise philosophies of yours according to logic and Islamic point of view yet you are behaving just the opposite of what you see and understand. You took things for granted, you hurt people’s feeling, you are being selfish, you are being irresponsible, but why do people still stand besides you? Because they know that this is all a mistake. And you agree with them as you said to err is human. But, this saying is not for you if you keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over again. At first I want to call this situation as ‘blind stupidity’ but this is wrong as it is not blind who is stupid or vice versa but it’s the person. So I said it with natural and simple way which is blind and stupid. Straight-forward is not my style as I believe that human taking lessons by experiencing itself and by thinking.

what will you feel...

what will you feel

when you want to cry but no tears flowing out

when you want to hear sounds but hear silence

when you want to talk but no words coming out

when you want to run but you cant move a step

when you want to live but they knew not your existence

and when you want to go far away please no they say they need you

now what will you feel

If we together sleep and never wake

If we together sleep and never wake.

Rainbow’s Love

I want to see a rainbow.

And I want to see it with someone, a stranger.

And he does not say anything to the rainbow, to me and to himself,

And I too do not say anything to the rainbow, to him and to myself.

While standing next to each other, we will just looking at the beautiful colour.

Together appreciate the existence of the rainbow, which gives me and the stranger a new day.

Together, the stranger and I see a new journey. A journey called We.

...

Regret can kill a person but he dies not, only despair.

The Silence

Silence kills a man’s spirit.

Numb a heart- cold. With no sound but may-

be a breeze of air.

To merry a soul-who was bound to despair,

A man’s spirit must kill The Silence.

That appears in the room of emotion,

the suicidal heart (screaming for air).

Its been a while...

i didn't post any entry. if i have time to do it, i still have problems in how to write things as sometime words could not described what your heart really feel. i'm quite busy this semester as i have 3 presentations and 2 paper work. besides that i have to accompany my sister to The Lost World of Tambun in Perak ( what do they mean by lost world btw?) and then have to accompany her again to PD. right now i have problems log in to mypsychlab. this thing always bothered me since i first reg. menyusahkan betul. relax2.bende remeh jer tip..huhu...sabar..

HELL?

For unBenl student ( ok ok i created it.again.) you'll think of the angry fire burning and torturing those whom commit great sin to God but for Benl student, it means History of The English Language. some call it HOTEL. whatever. as nobody knows, tomorrow July 21st, I'll have HELL quiz which cover only 2 chapters but Madam Normala only thought one chapter only. She said that she do not prepare or think of what questions she want to ask until the night before quiz. previous semester student faced more difficulty. so I'll just bare with it. some people know that i love history but there are some conditions too. first, i prefer book with colorful papers or at least a picture or map so that i can see something else instead of alphabets. second, i prefer to read a chapter earlier but with a little introduction from the lecturer. so that i know a little how the story goes. but, lecturers have their own style of teaching which they think are best for the students. and for that, students are the one who need to be flexible instead of complaining (like me). so, why don't we together (or alone) face this small challenges with positive attitude. it does not only good for our marks but for our attitudes too.

i'll make it short and bold

I've lost 3 kilograms!

muahahaha...but of course i have a long way to go to get my ideal weight. as i'm 5'4 tall i should i guess weight around 55-51 kg. hmm...

HAPPY!

Hello there, it's been a long time i did not post an entry right. well not right cause you don't even care if i post an entry or not ne? haha...I'm in a good mood today though i have a lot of assignments to do and not to forget, tomorrow I'm going to have a Q&A session for Usul Al-Fiqh. other than that is Psychology assignment AND homework, History of English language assignment and Phonetics and Phonology presentation. thank god as for History and Civilization there's no assignment but we'll have 2 mid-term papers and 2 quizzes. so. as you can see, this semester i took 5 subjects excluding Tilawah. i went to Tilawah class last week but Ustaz didn't show up and only 5 students came.WTH.

PTPTN dah masuk and that means i can spare some money for contact lenses. it's getting annoying dancing and exercising with my spectacles sliding down to my button nose. if i do not wear them i couldn't see clearly. ah, fyi ima wa I'm learning SNSD Kissing You dance. it's easy but too fast and my body is terribly stiff. apart from that it's fun dancing to 'Noona Nomu Yeopo' song but of course it's disastrous especially dancing with Huda. ahahah...you are so funny.

Today, i bought a book titled ' Panduan Tajwid & Taranum' by my Ustaz back in 2004 when i was in Teknik SP 1. Ustaz Haji Abdul Ghani Ariffin is so soft spoken and always smile that he can make you like him in just a minute. i still remeber him smiled at my Al-Fatihah recitation. hehe...i have problems in pronouncing some words. The main point is I'm very lucky that i got to learned Tajwid from Ustaz Ariffin and at the same time proud for buying his book as it can bring back memories although i have attempt to skip his class once and the fact that my tajwid is still so-so. now, i feel regret for not paying attention to his lecture. balasannya, dapat Tilawah 1.

oh yes! i have add new link which is DBSK fan and Hangul lesson web. for DBSK fan, please check her blog. She (aged 14!) posted quite a few pictures of our boys that can make you lol. i almost cried watching some of the pics. what if i put some of the pic? the rest you can check for your self. i found it when i was googling Naver. and btw now i can write and read hangul a bit. i can't write/read fast yet but it's improving. can't wait to take Hangul class yo. kupul duit kumpul duit...

pic source : Soompi, xietinlovehero and others unknown sources.


i can accept JJ, CM and Micky but HoSu especially Junsu, seriously mcm kena rasuk(possessed).


CM : WHAT? I'M HUNGRY OK! muahahaha...btw their backdancer looks like a male stalker watching them waiting for the right time to attack...hahahaha....


OK, maybe i'm a lil bit bias here but Yunho look soooooo cute in this pic..though i dont like his hair style and Micky's adam apple is so HOT. not to mention his lips. my favourite! and JJ, it's his habit.

New Semester

tomorrow i will heading back to Gombak as classes will start this Monday. i will arrive there before noon i guess as my bus is at 8.30 a.m. i can't wait to start cleaning my new room cause it is incredibly dirty. i bet the person who last owned that room was fined. the floor is so dirty that it is nearly impossible to walk into my rooms without wearing slipper. plus i need to unpacking all those treasures of mine that is useless but i still keep it as my mind can't stop thinking 'what if i need them'..huh...I'm totally a freak when it comes to throw my things although it is just plain garbage..hehehe...ok i exaggerated a bit..and this sem will be a new experience for me, i hope so, as my schedule is different with all xkuaseknah people. i hope i can make a couple of new friends and hopefully i don't get any lecturers from hell...

p/s...abah beli sate wis...huhuhu...saja bagi besa...muahahaha

Sepet vs Bulat

When I started this blog, I never have a thought about posting an entry related to my family cause for me it is a private matter...today, I changed my mind. Wonder what kind of supernatural power that leads me to do this? My mother on-off sixth sense; humour. This afternoon my sister, my parents and me went to K.L ( Kuala Lipis muahaha ) to seek a dentist. Last night Awnie cried quite badly and said that her teeth hurts. On the way back home we had to wait for my cousin Mimi to finish her class. We waited for more than half an hour. So, we killed our time by talking and laughing. I told my mother that my friends said that the sound that I made when I laughed is weird…and that Nadal called me audio while Hanis video..Then my sister ask my mother why is it in our family only atip mata sepet? Mmg soalan kurang ajar…my mother said that it is because we have a little Chinese blood running in our veins and body…(which is very little to be exact.we are more to Banjar+Malay) which her answer does not answer why me only…She told us that she has a friend that look like a Japanese cause his eyes are so sepet you couldn’t see his black eyes. And when he laugh you can only see a line..like this maybe..(-_-) ?? mauahahah.. While her other friends have mata bulat tapi hujung mata tetiba sepet…and this friend's younger sibling punya mata is totally sepet...she laughed like hell…poor that person…and suddenly my mom said out of sympathy…kesian dia…mata sepet ni cacat tau.macam ada kaki tapi xde, in a very serious tone and I was like..habis tu, mak kata atip cacat mak??? and mom was like..tak, tak, mak x kata kat atip...Owh god…I couldn't stop laughing for about 5-7 minutes…my mother reaction is totally unpredictable…

Maybe some of you said that my eyes is not sepet but if you compare my eyes with my family members…you will think I’m adopted…for now, i'll show you Awnie pic first...just scroll down and if you see a girl with big eyes, that's her.

92% and headache

i just finished playing/stuDYING korean alphabet quiz just now and the result is i got 92% and as a bonu; headache...i'll give you the url later for you to try and if you are unlucky like me, you will have headache too...god, i need to lay down now...and btw, never do grammar quizzes
together with hangul...never...the result is more grammatical error...

boredoom

ima wa, I’m bored...I have nothing to do and I’m slightly down today... I’m not going to tell you why as it will only make me feel horrible...at first, I wanted to post an entry about an article from Reader's Digest discussing elements that will lead to a happy life but as I’m unhappy today, I’ll post it later. Someday, when I can get back to my senses. Guys, I want to do something...my body, mind and soul crave for something that my brain do not know what...they just want something new...to be honest, I’m getting bored with this blog...I started doing this because I wanted to share something, to talk or whatsoever but now, I don’t think this thing gave benefits to me...now I realized that what I really want is to talk to someone....verbally....I do have friends but I just can’t let the words slip easily from my mouth...I feel that for each person that I know, there is a certain limit or certain way of approaching....for example, with A, I can laugh with her, tease her or even lay beside her but to tell her what I view life as is totally unimaginable. That is all that I can share with her. for me, each of every person that I befriends with will received different kinds of 'service' or approach from me...sorry, I cant think of other words besides 'service'...as with A, she see me as a good person as I treat her nicely while with B I might act like a serious, matured or angry person, with C I might act like her friends that she can always rely on, someone that will stand up and fight with anything or anyone that hurt her badly without any sound arguments while with D I might be a totally b*tch. Why? Because I treated people by the way she/he treated me...I’m a person who will expect 50% if I gave to him/her 50%...example, if I talk to him/her politely, I expect him/her to do the same. If I tease her, she can do the same...simple...if I received more than that, I’ll definitely treat her better as she deserves it but if I received less, it will hurt my feelings and I might treat her just like what she did to me...of course I do let certain things slip away or pretend not to see what they have done but if they take my careless attitude for granted and keep on repeating the same thing, they should be careful. There’s a bomb ticking waiting to explode inside me. People might say that if a person done bad to me it is maybe because I did the same thing to him/her...I do believe that. That is why even if I’m angry with someone, I still befriends to him/her as I think I probably hurt him/her. And as she gave me second chance by still talking to me, I will do the same...but as I mentioned earlier, there is a certain limit. You cross the line and you'll die. It has been 3 years since I last gave a person heart attack. my teachers and friends might wrote the incident in their dairies...jk...it did leave bad impression of me but I deserved it and that person who received my 'service' deserved it too...so, no regret..50-50...neither win nor loose. Some people might think that I'm inconsiderate which i don't mind as people would not expect me to be flawless then, which is a burden for a man.I'm a complex person. I’m a difficult person to be exact but trust me; if you leave good impression to me, I’ll certainly do the same...

angle will be treated like an angle...

p/s: as usual please excuse my grammar. (n_n)

nae mission

Now, as Hanis has mentioned that she will post a new entry about her goal(s) for upcoming semester, I want to do the same too. Because I believe that once I post it here, it is like making a promise to myself and at the same time x.k.u.a.s.e.k.n.a.h citizens will (or will not?) make sure if I do everything that I want to achieve. Plus, it is good to have something to dream off rite? ahhh~nae~terapung-terapung ke awangan....

so; here is what I'm going to do starting this 1st semester of our 2nd year...

• I want to loose weight by exercising (poco-poco and that English style abs-exercise), jogging and dancing (I have and am d/loading some dance step tutorial videos).
• Fasting every Monday and Thursday. puasa sunat dong...mau cuci jiwa and perut. boleh dapat pahala!kena menabung pahala cepat2...saham dunia makin menjunam..
• Eat healthily. My skin is getting more and more sensitive....oh yeah, remind me to buy Dettol...
• Get 3.5 for CGPA. It’s getting boring having 3.1-3.2 only. And I can only achieve it by, STUDYING! What a surprise...
• Watch horror film with all 5 of us once a while. hehe...mama kan dah ada....wahahah...mama,rindu cerita mama...
• As well as continue with my previous missions (I posted in my blog last semester). Istiqamah is very important yo!
• ah! and post a pic of my cute nephew...hehehe...btw, he called me 'akak'...ala ala comel, mcm makcik dier...

Hmm...it looks like (purple line, got to introduce myself?) I 'm going to have a very busy sem huh. So, how about you guys?

CERITA SERAM 2

ok....lpas ak pikir camtu, ak pun cakap dlam ati..kalau hal ni nak berulang lagi, xleh kat tempat awam...bahaya...ak pon pk camne ni...ni msti ada kaitan ngan kes 'tarik' tuh...smbil ak pikir tu ak tutup mata...rasa tenang ckit tutup mata..mcm nak tertdo...tapikan, bila ak nak bukak mata, pandangan ak kabur!!! suma benda mcm jdi double...lama lpas tu pon pandangan ak masih sama..ak pun cari akal mcm mana nie..ak pun dapat idea, cari toilet!!!kat situ xde org.ak bangun ngan lembik nya tanya kat kerani toilet kat ner...kerani kata kna kuar ckit...xpela, ak jln jer..nak wat camna...explanation x membantu langsung...elok jer ak jln kuar dari pejabat tanah sambil mata mcm 'dikaburi', ak terduduk kat luar pintu pjabat tu...ak betul2 dah xlarat!

ak try bukak mata.tp still sama...suma kabur..bibir ak usah cakap...mmg sejuk gla...ngan perut, punggung and badan ak yang terhuyung-hayang.mmg seram...ak pk, ak nak mati dah ker ni??ni lagi kritikal dari dulu...tp ak kuatkan semangat...nak 'sakit' pun biar da gaya...kalau org tolong, malu lar...lepas lama gak ak terduduk xleh bangun tu, ak pon bangun...ak jalan mcm org mabuk korang tau!!!tp sorang pun wat bodo...alhamdulillah...jalan jalan jalan tu, kalau xlarat, ak tahan tangan kat keta yang tngh parking...yela xkan tahan tangan kat keta yang tngh jalan kan... xpela...pastu ak nampak krusi...ak pun rehat kat krusi tu kjap..truk x truk keadaan ak masa tu, ak terpiki nak mengaku kalah...ak nak baring jer kat bangku tu tunggu ambulans datang...tp bila pikir soal maruah, ak trus bangun...mmg time tu ak dah xtahan!!!

ak pun trus jalan...pastu terserampak ngan sorang pakcik ni...ak pun berdialog ngan pakcik ni..

Aku : pakcik, tandas kat mana?
Pakcik : Situ dik.(sambil menuding kat bangunan yang btol2 depan ak)

mmg rasa mcm bangang btol...tapi nak wat camna.pandangan ak terlalu kabur...mcm xpakai spek...ak pun cakap terima kasih.pastu ak ngan sepantas yang boleh masuk tandas tu...nasib baik xde org!!!ak masuk dalam tandas kecil and trus duduk...lepas ak keluarkan 'saka' ak, trus pandangan ak kembali seperti biasa...xlama lpas tu,ak cpat2 balik kat makcik ak..makcik ak xsedar pe yang berlaku kat ak...dah settle suma bende..ak pun citer kat makcik ak...and reply makcik ak : Atip dah x b^@$% air b*&%# bape ari?...
ak reply : 2 hari...

amacam???paham x?seram x cita ak???MUAKAHAHAHAHA...

CERITA SERAM

korang korang...nak tau x cite seram...malam tadi kan ak tdo awal tau, kul 10 lebih cam2 la...umah ak mmg tdo awal...ak pon org tdo, ak tdo la...mula2 susah gak nak tdo...xsedap badan...tp ak paksa diri ak tdo gak...dah tdo tu, kul 2.35 pagi cam2 ak terbangun. rasa mcm kepala kena 'tarik'. ak tarik rambut ak balik..lama gak la tarik menarik ni berlaku...tapi ak wat bodo jer..ngantuk punya pasal...xpela...ak pun tdo balik...jam ak bunyi kul 5 pagi..awalkan? sebab sblum tdo ak kira kalau tdo pkul 10 kena bangun kul bape.so, dari 10 ke 5 da 7 jam...ckup ar tu...tapi disebabkan kes 'tarik' mlm td yang mengganggu tido ak yang sempurna, kira kena redeem lar...so ak bangun kul 6.45...

pas bangun tuh, pagi ak berjalan seperti biasa...ak mandi, bersiap nak teman makcik ak g pejabat tanah kat lipis...nak 2kar nama arwah wan ak ke nama makcik ak...xpelakan...pastu ok jela..no worries suma...tapikan, tetiba masa makcik ak masuk dalam pejabat, ak rasa bibir ak makin lama makin sejuk...nak kata pejabat tu sjuk, ak pakai sweater...ak rasa pening sngt...bdn mcm xseimbang..peluh sejuk menitik kat muka ak...perut ak mcm bergerak2 and punggung ak pun sakit!!!!ak rasa x sedap ati and x sedap badan...ak terpikir...PERKARA TU NAK BERULANG LAGI KE????

ha...amacam???nak tau sambungan dier x???tunggu jap...nak taip pun ak dah gabra...

For Huda

SEE???? camna ak nak suka dia....geli geliman nengok...hahaha...mau ak da anti-fan kutuk ChangMin....

H.A.N.I.S

hanis...read this and you will know why i quite 'malu' to post my result...

You must tell 2 people about this game in 22 days in order to make your wish come true.

jung yunho is the one that you love.

shim changmin is one you like but can't work out.

You care most about hanis.

awis is the one who knows you very well.

hasma is your lucky star.

rainbow is the song that matches with jung yunho.

whatever they say is the song for shim changmin.

love in the ice is the song that tells you most about your mind.

And darkness eye is the song telling how you feel about life!

Hanis...i care about you too arr...
and i cant believe that Changmin is the one i like but cant work out...its unthinkable for me to like him...p/s ChangMin fans..anyeong...hahaha....

Minna!!!! READ THIS!

korang...ak smalam tido lambat..around 4 a.m as ak xleh tdo langsung...ak pon membunuh masa dengan wat quiz...and one of the quiz yang ak buat pasal cinta...and this is the result...100% CORRECT. korang try aah...best...tkan kat link ak:fun quiz.

This is ME :) You are getting closer to being a True Love Magnet You have thought about your relationships. You have tried to change and grow. You have worked on your dating choices. Good for you! Yet you are still not getting what you want. You can’t seem to find a partner whom you want to be with, who will love you the way you want to be loved and will stick around for a long-term relationship. Sometimes you may even feel like giving up on the whole dating and relationship business. Deep inside you feel sad about being alone, because you have so much to give, and so deep a need to be in a loving relationship. You know something is holding you back. You just don’t know what it is.

EPPY BEDAY PAE!!!!

Today is my friend's Faezah birthday and i have a present for you pae...jeng jeng jeng...


tengok cake ni tringat kat ko...hehehe...HAPPY 20!!!!

grammatical error

my sister said that there are many grammatical errors in my blog...which I don't really care as for me, as long as people can understand what I have decoded, then that’s fine...today, she mentioned that her lecturer, a famous blogger-Tok Rimau mentioned in his blog that he knew there are some mistakes in term of grammar but guess what he jotted down at the bottom of his entry, "I know there are some grammatical mistakes but they are there to stay"...that’s really cool for English lecturer...but then, there are some people who will agree and disagree...that's your choice...for me, if you have time to go through your entry, then check your grammar. If not, just leave it. The most important thing is what you want to point out can be understood. Thank you.

Indifferent and uninterested...

hmm....2 weeks holiday is too long for me to fill with activities a single person can do..if only my brother, Imran come back home, we'll definitely kills our time with fishing and feeding all those coward and hungry duck.
Just a few hours ago, i read my old Cleo magazine and found a fun quiz titled "do you have an addictive personality?". i read the result and suddenly...i don't know how to react. it is said that I'm an indifferent and uninterested kind of a person. guess what else.. it said that it is quite obvious that i do not have an addictive personality. In fact, i have a slightly scatter-brained personality. it is due to this, i dont have the concentration span to become addictive to anything. while i can be pleased that i dont have any obsessive character traits, i should pay attention to correcting my absent-minded behaviour.
I do agree with the result after a moment as I remember that this morning or yesterday (I can’t remember..I have short term memory. If you knock my head, I might have MML: major memory loss. Yes, I created it) my sister asked me if I listened to what she was talking about..As I did not show any facial expression and have no eye contact at all..to tell you the truth, I was listening to her (30%) and at the same time thinking about other things (70% : which can be divided into many things that I think at that particular time. as far as I remember, I was thinking what expression should I use to her as a reaction to what she was talking about-which ended up with zero reaction and which website I want to surf-as we were walking towards the computer)...see...maybe this is the reason why I have short term memory.

hmm...as I mentioned earlier, I do not know how to react...

Post Marathon

My previous post mentioned that I don't know what to talk about. Now, I have come out with a conclusion that I want to express my feelings about what had happened in 3rd semester. Firstly, I probably won’t take short sem anymore unless I’m running out of time to finish all the subjects that is required b4 graduating. And some of my friends think the same way too. My short sem was filled with unsatisfied with a certain people. Especially a person who could not accept other opinions and critics but she can talk freely about other people. But then, it's her choice to behave like that and we should take lessons from it. Everyone have their own hamartia. That’s it. My sum 4 short smother end.

Aku Kena Tag

5 hadiah yang saya mahu dan kenapa nak 5 hadiah tersebut

1. 10MILLION ntuk anta parents g haji n byr PTPTN trmasuk 1 family ak pnya pinjaman, blanja ckit n selebihnya derma disamping buka pusat bantuan 4 free di negara2 miskin.
2. YUNHO - AKU NAK KAHWIN NGAN DIA.
3. New Brain - ak rasa ak da memory loss n emotionally retarded. ada ke bnda cam tu?
4. FOOD - ak suka makan!
5. BABY - sbb nenek yunho nak cucu n ak nak hapus dosa2 ak dsamping memulakan hidup baru with my babe(yunho) n baby yang comey...

Sape tag saya?
hanis yang pemalas tp pandai.

5 impressi mengenai beliau.
1. pemalas.
2. tapi pandai.
3. pemalas.
4. tapi rajin tngk video.
5. n mesti nak naik taxi ngan Fae.

Perkara paling memberkas dia pernah lakukan.
memberkas tu apa? korang jgn wat ak rasa mcm bodo bm.

Most loved invention

invention? dr segi rekaan teknologi or ciptaan tuhan?
klu teknologi xde. klu ciptaan tuhan, manusia.

What I despise so much

i don't know.

5 orang yg kena tag
xda lagi.

ALERT!!! HOTNESS OVERLOAD!

Wah...its been a long time eh....ima wa on my holiday but just for two weeks...i have lot of things to talk about but i dont know which one to post first...so, i made a decision to post pic of all the kpop and jpop actors or singers that i think 'floorless'....hahaha...so, check it out yo!

Lee Ki Woo...good looking n tall.


Miura Haruma...anak kucing...jgn mara mimi...



Jae Joong...what can i say...hanis, jgn epy sgt...


cHANG mIN...bohong la kalau kata dia x ensem...huda! gusi ko berdarah!hahaha....


Micky Yoo Chun.CUTE.MACHO.




No. 1 in my heart...zutto...Jung Yun Ho shi...


his tongue and his sexy eyes...


DANGER.Hotness overload!..please be my bogyguard..no! Hubby!!!

HISTORY!!!!!

attention!!!hari ini tercipta sejarah buat pertama kalinya aku telah deposit duit!!!!!hahaha...sound pathetic heh...and next wednesday, ill deposit another RM100 which i had saved during this month...like i had posted earl;ier, my mission is to save money...and i did it...hope it will continue like this...hmmm...almost 75% of my mission i had accomplished ( tapi kena la istiqamah kan) but the hardest part is to think positive...huhu....coz dealing with people really gave you headache...especially with all the assignments and exam is just around the corner...but then everyone feels the same way too...huhuhu....

Gift for yourself.../ mission in the making...

Change yourself from bad to good...and the outcome will definitely boost your life..as people will love you more and importantly, you yourself love the girl/boy inside of you....

Appreciate things even if it is small...i love this part as I'm a romantic kind of person (what??the test says that...not me), for me, if a man says that he want to give me a present and then show the 'present' which is the rainbow, i will definitely say yes!even if he didn't ask anything...hohoho...I'm already happy thinking about it...hahaha

Be positive...hhmmm....hard to master...but posting this post is one of a positive thing right..start slowly...

Save money...mmmmm....money is important, skang beras naik harga ooo....

Eat healthily, exercise regularly....i have to buy sport shoes first, then there will be no more excuse...love your body...

make new friends...hit my blog and be proud to have a new friend from Malaysia...

Be independent....being independent is reaaaaaally fun and adventurous...try it and you'll know it.

Love to receive and give love...especially from nice guy....hahaha...kiddin'....i love Malaysia!!!Majulah sukan untuk negara!!!!!(reader:wtf?)

Smile,smile,laugh...my expertise and my friends will agree with it...tend to smile and an explosion of laugh will follow even if I'm alone...this disease is called habit but my friend called it split personality.

Jejak kasih....

I'm looking for my old buddies!!!!And new ones are welcome!!!
If you were born in 1988 and were form 1-2 in Sek. Men. Kg. Pasir Puteh in Ipoh please let me know...
if you were form 3 students on 2003 in Sek. Keb. Sri Mahawangsa in Jitra, please do the same...
AND, if your name or your friend's name is Ally Ng from Ipoh and was a student of MGS (if I’m correct),please alert me....I saw a video and one of the subbing team is called Ally, my instinct said that its her but there are thousands of people out there have the same name though....it's better to find your friend through friendster or myspace, as what my sister did and the outcome is something that can make your jaw drop...even her primary classmates get in touch with her back(and btw,her bf now is her ex-classmate in standard 4...huhu...feel happy for her but at the same time worried. she is older than me but less experienced in love relationship matters...) but I'm getting bored with those myspace and friendster....(and was lazy to on9 and now lazy to even check them) so, the best thing that I can do is through this blog...

slow down....

People are not perfect
and that's the fact
where people acknowledge but forget
once your friends is caught on act
... is my lingo correct???
Hahaha...what do you think???Nice intro isn't it? Just came out from my brain to my right hand without me knowing it...well, just forget about it...

I've read a blog that talk(well not just talk but a lil bit of mock) her own friend....I found it a bit too harsh of her talking about her friend although she did not revealed which friend of her...people make mistakes, and others who watch know which is the best way of dealing the situation/problem and know if the outcome will turn out good or bad but when they are in the situation, the same mistakes happen...for me, Internet is not the place for you to talk bad things about him/her. its OK if your intention is to give lessons to others but with the correct usage of words....but the correct way is to talk to her face and it also depends whether he/she can take it or not...some people found it a bit harsh to say it on their face so that's where third party or intermediates exist. some prefer the other way as problem that occur should just be settled between those who actively involved...all I want to say is,

"friendship is a delicious and sweet fruits which you get from trees that you grew and took good care of as she/he is the seed while you are the soil and water is the pure heart of both parties, carbon dioxide is the sadness and tears that both sighs to each other shoulder and the sun is the happy, joy and priceless moments of you together."
(This theory by Yukilili can also be applied on love perspectives)

I used to have this kind of beautiful friendship but our ship sank as communication between us getting awkward which I believe she realize and yes, its my fault...once I got angry, I mock others who make my day gloom which resulted she afraid if she might hurt me as well and will face the same situation like others...I blame her not but if she can woke me up from the bad side of me that would be better and I will definitely repair our ship. I AM repairing our ship but she seems to left me alone with all the work...this happened because both of us have telephones but we do not communicate...right now, I'm still alone with our ship just in case she would be back to have another adventurous journey together but of course I'm still gardening other types of plants too as Malay people said "bercinta biar satu, berkawan biar seribu" which means love should only involved one person while friendship, thousands....is my translation correct? If not please tell me. Sharing knowledge is also one of beautiful thing life...
p/s: please forgive my grammar...